I don't know how I came across your site. I feel like it was a Godsend. Somehow it just popped up. I have been researching tubal ligation reversal almost 2 years now. My daughter will be 2 in a couple of months.

I knew the next day after my C-section and ligation that what I done was so wrong. I was so devastated. I felt ashamed. So ashamed that I let those feelings build with in me for nearly a month before I shamefully took it to my husband. He was against the sterilization. I can't rationalize why I agreed to it. It was offered on the OR table, would take 5 extra minutes. If I was done having kids it would be a good thing to do. I hastily agreed without my husband even being there. It was my first C-section out of 3 kids. I was scared. Not to mention in the miserable last days of my pregnancy.

I have fought depression since. I am so scared that I will be unable to get a reversal. My OBGYN told me I have no tube left. But I have sent my op and path reports out to physicians who say I am a good candidate. I'm scared.

I was happy to find the Sterilization reversal book. I can't read it enough. Every extra minute I would open it to read someone else's story and journey. There are sooooo many people who feel the way I do. I was glad to know I wasn't alone in the spiritual aspects of my feelings. I think there was one story that the husband went for a reversal and the woman went for hers, but was unable to get hers reversed. I don't want to be in that situation. I just don't. I am glad the Lord sent me your site and I would recommend anyone with a sterilization seeking a reversal, or just seeking; to get the book. It provides a lot of reflection while searching your own soul. It is inspiring. Thank you. God bless all.

Holly